Here comes the rain again, falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again. Becoming who we are.

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Sunday, May 22, 2005

Dedicated To- Kyle J. Smith

There's another world inside of me
That you may never see
There're secrets in this life
That I can't hide
Somewhere in this darkness
There's a light that I can't find
Maybe it's too far away...
Maybe I'm just blind...

Maybe I'm just blind...

[chorus]
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything in me
Wants to be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone
[end chorus]

Love me when I'm gone...

When your education x-ray
Can not see under my skin
I won't tell you a damn thing
That I could not tell my friends
Roaming through this darkness
I'm alive but I'm alone
Part of me is fighting this
But part of me is gone

[chorus]

Maybe I'm just blind...

[chorus]

Love me when I'm gone...

Love me when I'm gone
When I'm Gone
When I'm Gone
When I'm Gone


I hope you never forget me after I leave Hunnie!

~**I love you Kyle 4E**~


HOLY FUCK YA'LL!! I just got back from eko! That foam party was the shit! I heard some more shit about Kyle and Nicole in 6th hour! He said "What ever happens in theater stays in theater!" Pretty nice huh? I'm starting not to like Nicole again, she pissing me off! Anyways, back to the foam party, OMG that was the shit, And no Kyle nothing happend if it did I would tell you, but Thanks Kyle for telling me about Nicole!!! Shit happens, I'm only going to be here for like 3 more weeks anyways! So like Yeah, I almost drown in the fucken foam when i first went in the it, i was like oh fuck, i was inhaling all of the foam and it got in my eye's and now I look like I'm stoned, It looks funny! I fucken wore a bakini top and jeans!  It was sooooo much fun! It got cold after a while though. But anyways, I'm fucken tried as hell, Kyle we neeeeeddd to talk! So please call me asap! Okay ppl, talk to ya'll later!   OMG BETH YOU ARE FUCKEN SWEET AS HELL! Your like one of my new best friends! LOL your fucken cool as hell!

Ight peace the fuck out ya'll!

~**Jessy**~

P.s. I still love you though Kyle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Hey People, I'm at School with Kyle and Jessy! Me and Jessica both want pink beatles as our first cars, LMAO! anyways, I am freaking bored, holy shit today at school was crazy ness, OMG i still wanna beat her ass. I dont like her at all, she deserves to be called a slut and a whore.


Monday, May 16, 2005

"I Miss You"

(I miss you, I miss you)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, I miss you)
(I miss you, I miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
[x3]

(I miss you, I miss you) [x4]

-To you

Today was shitty, I can't take Kyle anymore, he pisses me off, he always tells me what a horrible boyfriend he is, but he never does anything about it, im sick of this stephanie shade chick all over him. I am going to beat her ass if no one believes me just wait untill the last day a fucking school she's going to get it! I thought i was a good girlfriend but i guess not. I still love Kyle though and that's why i havent broken up with him, I really want to make things work between us, but we cant make things work if only one of us is trying to solve all of this shit, both of us have to put effort into it, I am and He's not, i really dont think he likes me, but w.e i g2g take a shower peace the fuck out

~Depressed Bitch~


Thursday, May 12, 2005

Today was a better day. I am really bored though. Kyle and I are back together. People keep asking me why we keep braking up and I keep running back to him..and honestly I dont know why. I think It's because I love him, but yeah anyways. I love you babe! Anywho, Uh. yeah I g2g People write in my fricking chatter box!!

g2g...
~not so depressed anymore bitch~ LoL



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